That’s my dog for ya. He’s utterly spoiled. Each of us has taken a part in the reason why he is this way. I take my ownership in this. One of the things that I have done is let him sleep in our bed. The second part of that is over time I have helpedContinue reading “Spoiled Ass Brat!”
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Are you hanging in there?
That is truly the question for the ages. Am I hanging in there. If you mean by my fingertips of the ledge of the worlds tallest building. I would have to say yes, but for how long I am not sure. I am always good at putting on a front and pretending all is wellContinue reading “Are you hanging in there?”
The World In Which We Live
I hope all is doing well during this health crisis that seems to have affected everyone in some form or fashion. I am an essential employee and have had to come into work. I am not able to work from home. While I am a volunteer firefighter I have not even gone up to theContinue reading “The World In Which We Live”
Disappointment
This week has been a meh kind of week. I haven’t managed to get anything done at home. I have literally slept most days until noon. I would wake up around 7 or 8 and be awake for a few minutes but eventually went back to bed. I worked the evening shift all week soContinue reading “Disappointment”
Prayer
God, I come to you with a broken spirit and aching heart. I know only you can heal me. Only you can give me hope, grant me peace, and love me unconditionally. I thank you for forgiving me when I won’t even forgive myself. Thank you for loving me even when I don’t love myself.Continue reading “Prayer”
Changes
You make changes that are supposed to help you in the end. It feels however as you proceed through the change that you must go through a rough patch first. Why is that. Things are supposed to be easier because you made a change to get rid of negativity, to improve your situation, to enhanceContinue reading “Changes”
Ramblings
I really have nothing to write about. I just want to write. I am at work and have some down time. One of our main systems went down and has created an interesting time for the last two hours. Its always interesting here. I have a great crew so not so bad on that note.Continue reading “Ramblings”
New Medication
I am truly not a medication type of person. However, there comes a time when even I realize I need a little extra help. I have been feeling like there is something sitting there. Something that has a hold of me. For example if I were in the water trying to get out something hasContinue reading “New Medication”
It’s Friday
So much to do and not enough time. So much to be purchased or paid for and not enough money. So much to learn and not enough brain space to hold it. I have so much I want to do and accomplish. Right now though I want to go sit in my comfy chair withContinue reading “It’s Friday”
I hate conflict
I really hate conflict. I can disagree with people and have conversations with differing opinions, but conflict I hate. My body will react in many different ways all depending on what is going on. It can be as simple as butterflies in my stomach to a full on anxiety attack with me feeling like IContinue reading “I hate conflict”
