New Job

The day after Christmas I will be starting my new job. I have felt almost every possible emotion. Of course I get really excited when talking about my new position to my friends, family, and co-workers. I have noticed though at different times I wouldn’t be happy or excited. Yet I wasn’t nervous or scared. I would be unfeeling or annoyed.

I’m not exactly sure why. The only thing I can come up with is the fact I can’t just up and walk away from my current job. There is no clean cut or transition. I feel responsible for and to my clients. With every passing day I begun to start saying more and more “I won’t miss this”. Usually when a problem has been dropped in my lap.

I will miss the people and the fun conversations. I won’t miss my energy being sucked from my mind, body, and soul everyday. It definitely is time for me to move on. Normally I would struggle with change and moving away from comfort. I’m not uncomfortable. I’m ready. Hey this means I must finally have matured and grown just a little. I listened to what my body was telling me and I acted. Wow, that’s a nice feeling.

Have a great evening! I wish great change for you!


Your royal purple queen

Published by Candyce

I am a mid 40 year old woman who has dealt with depression and anxiety most of her life. I am married and the only baby I have is a 6 year old rottweiler fur baby. I have been a volunteer EMT/FF for 24 years.

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